Today is no special day like every other day except some, whereby God grant me a lullaby of Paria Jan and this distance uhh this distance, makes me an incomplete soul.

Tomorrow is 7 Aban 1388 or 28th November, 2009. A day of blissful celebration for every moslims worldwide! Tomorrow is Eyde Ghorbân or Eid-al-Adha, a happy holiday celebrated to commemorate the willingness of Ibrahim to sacrifice his son as an act of obedience to Allah.

I am missing today, one of the best part of me, when I use to circumnavigate the old cafe with my dearest friend 'Shahan' .. my deepest condolence! His death anniversiry is today!

Alas, he chosed a wrong highway, that destined him a fatal destination! I remember how happy soul he was and it was his happy soul, that took his life away from his loving mother! He was always enamoured about superbikes! He always asked his parents to get one and finally on his 19th B'day, he got one, an imported devil cursed superbike 'Honda CBR1000RR Fireblade' that cost a staggering $ 25,000 (including import duties)...

Like every unusual guy, he was fond of such bikes! A boy charmed by his girlfriend, charmed everyone at first sights. We use to sermon, that the rest of our lives, we'll be together and will fly our favorite Cessna SkyCatcher at the SAF Flying Club, zipping through the air, far above the ground.....uh! Those Heart-pounding. Life-altering. Soul-reaffirming days, I miss badly! He died in an accident, on Highway 24 that connects New Delhi and UP (the other state) on 27th November, 2007 when he was speeding at the highway 24, to meet his alltime girlfriend, who use to live in a different state. Their 12 years old relationship shattered in micro seconds! She is now married and living happily in an unknown location of Austria with her so called long old love! Woooosh.......! I wonder, why didnt even she called his mother, the funeral day, she is to call her 'a best friend' ... God knows what demonised her!

Since then, I have stopped tagging anyone as my Best Friend! Because I know, he will be there around me, always like a sunshine! He is still my BFF (Best Friend Forever) and I am looking ahead, to call his mother today. Butin this filthy cold, I feel like to not get out! I became a Lazy Bird! But I have to go out ... anyhow!

So far I am carrying the same old Indian mobil number and paying double for International Roaming! Getting a Swiss SIM seems a tough affair for a temporary foreigner like me.... Some of my paperworks are missing and thus this problems butI dont give a damn to it. I am happy with my Indian SIM, my old lucky number!

A month back, me and Zara (a good aviator from Tehran, studying at the same academy) planned to celebrate Eid together but she left for Tehran as her brother, was eagerly awaiting to see her sister! So I am left alone in this festive session like every year! What I wish the most, is to to be with Paria but hush! this distance maimed everything! Tomorrow I am sure, she will look brilliantly dazzling in her new dress (aww so beautiful) and with her new festive smile and this thing really makes me happy! I just can imagine .......... :)