A brand new day with a brand new dawn, uh set the darkness and yesterday's winter aside. People started walking the same busted boulevard once again, that connects them to the Swiss S-Bahn (The Suburban Metro Railways).

The church bell is soothingly waking up the sun and I am sure its, 5 o clock in the morning! My landlady must be busy burning the scented candles. The candles are used to represent the Light of Christ. Really the ambience changes with a musky smell mmmh I can feel it. She is about to steer down to her cheese farm soon. Quite a busy lady ... so do I ... ?

I am about to offer my Fajr Prayer (Fajr means Dawn, the first of the five daily prayers recited by every Muslims). I embraced Islam, sometime back in 2005 but no one influenced me to choose Islam over other relegion. It was my choice, my own belief, a dream come true, oriented by Al' lah (The God) and since then, I never stopped offering everday, the five obligatory prayers Elhamdolil'ah (Thanks to God). There must be a great reason behind why God gave me this beautiful relegion to follow.

Ups and Down are the part of human life and everyone, every living things are prone to catch one, and we learn so many things whilst struggling to win over a problem. But, we loose many things and equally win many but one thing we dont loose, is Love of God! People who follow Atheism and/or Scientology are surely at loss because they are indeed following something against the principles of holy. But who cares? Neither I nor you .... Maybe now, I will be sued for derailing the reputation of their faith but I dont care a life of prison!

Now let me offer my prayer ....
Okay done! I came back to write once again.....

I have plugged in my iPod on the external speakers. This days I am in love with Japanese Songs especially Yoshiki! He sings every of his songs with utmost dedication, all his pain is well reflected in his mind blowing compositions! Indeed one of the best vocalist, will be remembered by me and every farseeing generations! His songs diminish my pains in this serene world. You know, what lacks the most? My Gf, whom I have given all my heart and soul and yet, I cant talk to her, cant see her, cant kiss her, cant touch her but all I can do is to miss her ... Yoshiki is their to heal me with his songs but still there is something a miss! I am drying my tears as I have my classes today and I dont want to reflect my buried emotions outside the surreal world....but I would like to add, that I love her, no matter how far she is and that I am waiting to be jeweled, by being with her.

Uh uh I wonder, how good will be today! I have to recheck the Diamond-DA42 Multi Engine Aircraft after reaching the flight school once again :( before steering up 18000 ft. (above sea level which is equal to the height of Mt. Everest) but let me tell you a secret, I dont know most of the deciplines whilst maintaining it but I can fly well, indeed awesome like a professional pilot. But who cares for a life in this besmirched land, I dont! My soul will be happy, if I die up and fall down with respect from mourners! But alas, I dont want to die right away as I am waiting to be with my everlasting love, Paria! If I really have to die, then I would choose to die, on her lap.
What makes me really sad infact what I really fear is that maybe I will spend the rest of my life trying to remember her and she'll spend the rest of her life, never thinking about me again ... but I cant keep this false feeling for too long. I know she loves me, more then me and I can live the rest of my life, with this feeling.